This past 3 years, while distressing, pale in comparison of the stress I have had in previous years due to other circumstances, which is the reason I was able to overcome the recent times facing the problem straight up. In all of such conditions, I thankfully have the natural reaction, as you always hear me to say, to look for mechanical abstractions. Going deep in understanding thus has never been a matter of finding peace but a matter of being merciless with the unsubstantial.