Oh boy... That's got to be a hell of a punch in the gut, I know that feeling.

Nevertheless, you had the courage and went for it, and although you didn't come out on top (or below her, hehe, I simply had to 🤭), you at least don't have the constant pain of living with the "what if", which can be way, way worse then the above- or a simple "no".

GG EKkie!