Ambivalent is appropriate in this case 👍 

pitiunited

Give your girlfriend the time she deserves, she only has this day once a year :)

But I totally get you haha

ln_cortado

My girlfriend has her birthday today and somewhat mutual friends will come at evening to have dinner and go to a karaoke bar.

However, I feel ambivalent since I am more interested in fixing my Discord bot and learning about implementing LN invoices than going out.

But it's just a single evening, so I guess I'll stay for a hour or two as a compromise before going back home.

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saloon

My girlfriend has her birthday today and somewhat mutual friends will come at evening to have dinner and go to a karaoke bar.
However, I feel ambivalent since I am more interested in fixing my Discord bot and learning about implementing LN invoices than going out.
But it's just a single evening, so I guess I'll stay for a hour or two as a compromise before going back home.

PS: For the native speakers: Would _ambiguous_ be a better word instead of _ambivalent_ for this situation?