I was reading Nuclear War: A Scenario and had to stop and check some crazy shit that's in the book. What the author mentioned it was truly scary and...correct. And now, I don't want to go back and read, I'm sitting here with my terere and thinking about a nuclear bomb that's going to explode and kill thousands of people in a second¹ with no knowledge of we going to die.

I want to tell you more but count as spoiler for the book that's hihgly recommended.