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yes, it's part of one's personality but I think personality is malleable. The desire to "craft one's personality" is also part of personality though haha
Oh, I for sure didn't mean you, haha
I mostly meant conversations in passing where I used a lot of words without saying much. I think if I keep myself shorter, I focus more on the important stuff to say. I don't want to waste anyone's time 👀
Yes, it doesn't seem like it because I'm not good at it, but I would say I do want to move on. Seems like I just haven't figured out yet how to make this happen, even though I was able to move on from other things.
I move on from things when it feels like they happened to a different person. So maybe it just takes time?
You really miss her, don’t you?
Sometimes
Thank you for your honesty
Thank you, fixed!
I don't know why that happens sometimes when I build the site. Simply building it again fixes it.
we prefer chai breaks together rather than fancy candlelight dinners
That’s basically the opposite of what I meant. #975689 is an example of what I meant.
Indian women tend to be very materialistic. I wouldn’t say that about Western women, they seem to care more about character and love.
Thanks for sharing, I think I get what you're saying. Knowing that you're Indian (me too btw), I also feel like I can better understand what you said about your friends.
I sometimes think that Indian culture has a really strange relationship with love, and that it's poison for Western relationships.
you just broke a damn part of me
you're welcome haha
Don't forget her :)
I won't, I like foxes, birds and chirping too much
Yes, I like crying haha, it's better than to feel empty and disconnected
It's also validation that I am feeling what I write and not just making stuff up
maybe there’s a reason to keep it up
I read it now, now you can remove it haha
But I can tell you, it was very nice to read it, it's very relatable, even as someone who has (almost) no ambition to ever write a book.
Love is one of those things where I feel like I have a lot to say about how I view it. It's one of those things I want to write about, because I'm pretty sure I must be wrong somewhere, but then I sometimes wonder if I just hope I am wrong and I shouldn't share it because it will just sound like someone who got hurt really bad and there's nothing more to it, lol.
The improvisation that unfolds when A reacts to B reacts to A.
That reminded me of strange loops. I still haven't finished GEB, even though it might be the book that's given me the most to think about ever.
For the last three years I've done a story a week. Some of these have been really good. Some have been okay. Many, recently, have been shit, just awful. I can't seem to find anything to be excited about, and if you're not excited it shows.
Do you not share them because writing them with the intention of sharing would change how you write them?
Something about the intention drains the blood and joy from it.
This so much. I think I need to keep a (physical) notebook and write down these fleeting little nuggets of wisdom I sometimes feel I have, just so I can check if I still feel the same way about them in the following days.
I also get the sense that sometimes my emotions are so volatile that I feel like a different person, like someone else who sometimes feels better or worse than my 'normal self.'
How can you like what you wrote a few days ago when you don’t even feel like it was you who wrote it?
Sorry, the disk of my server is full. zapback is down until I fixed it.
If it was my turn and I missed it, you win. If it was your turn, you get another 24 hours.
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