that is after the 2h operation, yeah looks really ugly. they had to take skin from other parts and cover the wound and also cut half of the nail and a bit of the phalanges bone. I was literally watching how they were cutting my finger bone lol. The strange thing is that now is more painful than the accident moment and the operation. Is really interesting that a simple finger wound could fuck up all your regular life. Doing things with just one hand and in the same time trying to protect the other from any simple touch is quite hard. Any touch of that wound is fucking painful that is messing with my brains. I am trying to control the pain with the brain because I know that the pain is just an extension of the nerve to my brain. But is fucking hard. And the fact that I cannot work long time for my citadel is making me crazy.

maybe darth used the force 👀