I think I disagree with discipline on a personal basis. Sounds too regimented and inflexible to allow full spectrum of development and introspection.

We can probably adjust traits we want to adjust, if we are truthful about ourselves.

Got it 

I meant to say more clearly that I lack motivation 80 percent of my time 


Bell_curve

When I said 'consistently there' I mean inconsistent in magnitude.
I think consistency is key to getting results. Well, that's the crux of what I was trying to say. I think.