I was selected for state level under 17s and played a whole damn season before being injured to only recover after I became 19 and I never got reselected because there's a lot more competition in senior level Cricket. Also my drive wasn't there for Cricket, it was for Military which also I couldn't accomplish. It's not that I'm trying to chant failures after failures, I got selected in Territorial Army which is a reserved force and got the training for which I was fascinated. Then it was all about money, now I'm partially retired, am still not 40.