Your real struggle was in between the realms.

Yes, you are right, my reply didn't mention this

I was there (in a NDE) 3 times. I know how is it. Is painful. And that's why most of people are afraid of death, because they have that in memory from their previous incarnations.

I had another NDE but that wasn't really a NDE but it still felt like dying: near ego death or NED, lol

I would say I am not afraid of death anymore but the process of dying.

Very fee people had a peaceful death, fron natural ageing.

Yes, I would like to have a peaceful death but that needs to be earned as this scene hints at:

Please read my okd post about NDE.

You mean #277326, right? If so, I did