I'm simply existing, and I'm growing sick and tired of it.
I don't have any purpose in life besides being involved with my grandparents which are both ~90 years old, and thus, can use a helping hand to get through the day, otherwise I don't have anything of substance to occupy myself with.
Yes, I like Bitcoin, yes, I like writing about Bitcoin once in a while, yes, I have a few days a month that I'm involved with the national reserve, but that's nothing I'll be involved with for long, either.
Beyond that? Nothing.
I don't have a fulltime job, I don't have a study, and I don't have anything on the horizon for either of the two.
Yes, Bitcoin is doing fine, yes, I could be worse-off financially, but: even a 10× wouldn't change a thing to the emptiness that fills my days.
All I'm doing is sitting in my golden cage, day in, day out, daydreaming about things I most likely won't do anyways.
I'm not here to have some anonymous people feel sorry for me, I've been taking care of that myself already... I simply need to vent a bit...
If you have any ideas which could bring a change to the above, feel free to comment, otherwise, thanks for listening.